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Writer's block. I get around it by making myself write. Doesn't matter what mood I'm in, who's there with me, how things are going....I just write.
1 KB is my minimum. As long as I'm able to even rustle up a single sentence, I am one step closer to finishing the first, and longest, chapter story I've ever commited myself to.
I have to admit though, re-writing is the hard part. >.<
You've got to take what you've written and God forbid, at times, erase entire chapters. That hurts. It hurts like crazy to work hard for something then have to take it back when you realize it won't fit in with what you want to do in the story.
I wouldn't trade this for the world, though. I love writing. I love going to bed wondering what the characters are up to. I love taking walks in the woods and thinking hard about plot points, then having a cleared head suddenly become buzzing full of voices. I love writing after days of feeling untalented and sad, and blocked up like there's a brick wall between me and the characters. I love hearing music that reminds me of what I'm going through, and what the characters are going through.
Most of all, I like that feeling of putting together a gigantic puzzle, not with pictures, but with words. Once I put in that last piece, I think I will be phenomenally happy.
And then I'll have to go work on telling another story.
As long as I am alive, I don't think my stories should ever end. That's how I feel. Maybe one of these days I'll be able to finish an original piece, not merely fanfiction. >.>
1 KB is my minimum. As long as I'm able to even rustle up a single sentence, I am one step closer to finishing the first, and longest, chapter story I've ever commited myself to.
I have to admit though, re-writing is the hard part. >.<
You've got to take what you've written and God forbid, at times, erase entire chapters. That hurts. It hurts like crazy to work hard for something then have to take it back when you realize it won't fit in with what you want to do in the story.
I wouldn't trade this for the world, though. I love writing. I love going to bed wondering what the characters are up to. I love taking walks in the woods and thinking hard about plot points, then having a cleared head suddenly become buzzing full of voices. I love writing after days of feeling untalented and sad, and blocked up like there's a brick wall between me and the characters. I love hearing music that reminds me of what I'm going through, and what the characters are going through.
Most of all, I like that feeling of putting together a gigantic puzzle, not with pictures, but with words. Once I put in that last piece, I think I will be phenomenally happy.
And then I'll have to go work on telling another story.
As long as I am alive, I don't think my stories should ever end. That's how I feel. Maybe one of these days I'll be able to finish an original piece, not merely fanfiction. >.>
Was I AWOL??
Oh, dear. You know how it is. You get so obsessed in getting your life together you forget that there's an internet.
Meanwhile, I haven't uploaded anything for a year, and my inner Cid is beginning to clamber for my attention again. He's done everything short of clobbering me over the head with his spear.
"Write the rest of our story, goddammit!!!" He shouts, pushing a box of tea bags into my arms.
I'm afraid I have no choice now but to obey the pilot before he gets too upset to do anything else but holler at me for ignoring he and Vincent for a year.
Cid, there's really no need to toss that dynamite at me...what will you do if I blo
STOP. Demyx Time. xD
Oh, I wish I had found this youtube series when it first started. :XD: it would have cheered me up so much back then.
Well I'm back on fast internets for a few days, so I'm taking this time to look at as many Synthesia videos as I can. AND OF COURSE DEMYX TIME!!
I wanna squish him so hard.
I was in a sorta contemplative/depressive/philosophical mood, but now all I can think of right now is the Demyx Time sea monkey number.
'What would be the first thing you'd change if you were in charge of the world?'
Axel: "Oh dear."
Demyx: "It would be AWESOME if I were in charge of the world!!"
Axel: "Demyx, we put you in charge of a tank full o
The 10 Things About You Challenge
Did I get your attention? Okay good.
Lately it occured to me there are so many stupid little things that make up what we percieve of a person. Just random little facts that you can't know unless you've been around someone for a week, or several months, even years.
So here's the challenge. I am going to give you 10 random pieces of information about myself, and whoever sees this must comment 10 little things about themselves. But here's the catch! I'm also going to ask you five questions and you have to answer them all. I honestly want to know what people will come up with, some c'mone don't be shy. I don't bite. (sometimes.):XD:
okay le
Updates and stuff you don't care about :)
I swear to you, I fully intended to have fun this Halloween.
It just didn't happen.
I didn't eat all day..I wasn't able to go to my brother's house like I had planned. Nothing went like I thought it would, I felt like crap and I was too sad to care about anything.:XD:
Seriously, what is this. :XD:
So....I quickly got over that. Pulled myself up by my bootstraps today and did some cleaning, crafting, and overall creating. That made me feel better. I've figured out if I play the Labyrinth soundtrack and listen to it once, that's enough time for me to fold some clothes and do some organizing, and by the time it's over I've been entertaine
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this just made me gasp right out in the air in the middle of the classroom.....O_O